We've talked before here about JH's syndrome, always in a very matter of fact way. It's part of our life. I never wish he didn't have it, although I do sometimes wish he didn't have pain. But it is an integral part of him. I don't know if K-T has made him wiser, or more confident, or more patient, or a better friend, or if he would be that way without it. All I can say is that he is all of those things, and I can't imagine him any other way.
Years ago, when Joe-Henry was three, Charley got his first utilikilt. He wore it to the K-T conference in Rochester, MN, and I remember that for the first time, people were staring at Charley and not JH. They were (and still are) fairly audacious and open about their staring. Some, me included, might call it "gawking". He has turned heads in Paris, in Los Angeles, and certainly here in our small town where we moved in 2006. He even turned heads in Scotland, which I thought was sort of odd. Everywhere we go, my hubby turns heads. But he wears it well, with confidence, and starts conversations with strangers. Women love it, and people think nothing about asking if he is wearing anything under it. The usual response is that he wears it the traditional way. Or, if they have a sense of humor, "nothing but the breeze and my wife's good graces".
He is friendlier about the attention than I am. I was raised a Lutheran, and although I went into the arts, and spent a good portion of my adult life on stage, I do NOT like being stared at. What I don't like even more? Is having the people I love stared at, or whispered about. I have been known to take pictures of people staring at his kilt, or JH's feet. Asking them to smile for the camera. I try to be more open about it. I do. It is getting easier. I don't notice as much anymore. I love that he feels comfortable and confident and I think he's sexy as hell no matter what he wears, but more than anything, he has given Joe-Henry an amazing example of how to swim against the current with grace.
Joe-Henry has always had an amazing amount of confidence. Not OVER confidence, just a real solid awareness of who he is and what he is capable of. He doesn't feel limited by his K-T, and he doesn't think twice about wearing his stocking. It's not a fashion statement. It's something that helps him get through the day with less pain, and not wearing it because other people might stare? The mere thought makes him make this face like he has a question mark directly above his head. Why on earth would he let what other people think have any precedence over his comfort and well being? In the last couple years, he's developed quite a fashion sense, and has taken to wearing a really funky sock on his other foot. You can't help but notice it, and I love that he has completely made it his own.
I wondered if that quality would change as he entered Middle School. He was really nervous about going to a new school where he didn't know any teachers and there were more kids. I could tell the first few days, he was trying to fit in. But, it was really hot today, so he wore shorts (bright green), with bright yellow smiley face socks on BOTH feet. I asked if anyone gave him any compliments on his socks today, and he said "no, but I did see a few people staring at my stocking." My heart sank, but I stayed chipper and asked "How was that? Did you say anything?"
"Nah. Mom, there is no such thing as bad attention."
These men of mine. One of these days this attitude just might rub off on me.
Years ago, when Joe-Henry was three, Charley got his first utilikilt. He wore it to the K-T conference in Rochester, MN, and I remember that for the first time, people were staring at Charley and not JH. They were (and still are) fairly audacious and open about their staring. Some, me included, might call it "gawking". He has turned heads in Paris, in Los Angeles, and certainly here in our small town where we moved in 2006. He even turned heads in Scotland, which I thought was sort of odd. Everywhere we go, my hubby turns heads. But he wears it well, with confidence, and starts conversations with strangers. Women love it, and people think nothing about asking if he is wearing anything under it. The usual response is that he wears it the traditional way. Or, if they have a sense of humor, "nothing but the breeze and my wife's good graces".
He is friendlier about the attention than I am. I was raised a Lutheran, and although I went into the arts, and spent a good portion of my adult life on stage, I do NOT like being stared at. What I don't like even more? Is having the people I love stared at, or whispered about. I have been known to take pictures of people staring at his kilt, or JH's feet. Asking them to smile for the camera. I try to be more open about it. I do. It is getting easier. I don't notice as much anymore. I love that he feels comfortable and confident and I think he's sexy as hell no matter what he wears, but more than anything, he has given Joe-Henry an amazing example of how to swim against the current with grace.
Joe-Henry has always had an amazing amount of confidence. Not OVER confidence, just a real solid awareness of who he is and what he is capable of. He doesn't feel limited by his K-T, and he doesn't think twice about wearing his stocking. It's not a fashion statement. It's something that helps him get through the day with less pain, and not wearing it because other people might stare? The mere thought makes him make this face like he has a question mark directly above his head. Why on earth would he let what other people think have any precedence over his comfort and well being? In the last couple years, he's developed quite a fashion sense, and has taken to wearing a really funky sock on his other foot. You can't help but notice it, and I love that he has completely made it his own.
I wondered if that quality would change as he entered Middle School. He was really nervous about going to a new school where he didn't know any teachers and there were more kids. I could tell the first few days, he was trying to fit in. But, it was really hot today, so he wore shorts (bright green), with bright yellow smiley face socks on BOTH feet. I asked if anyone gave him any compliments on his socks today, and he said "no, but I did see a few people staring at my stocking." My heart sank, but I stayed chipper and asked "How was that? Did you say anything?"
"Nah. Mom, there is no such thing as bad attention."
2 comments:
Love. Families with 2 parents are so lucky, because there's such balance brought by two models. I hope someday I can walk around in a kilt with nothing but the breeze and my wife's good graces. I bet it's liberating. And my kid has been teaching me for several years to be more out there and less hidden. We are lucky to have these people in our lives.
He really is so wise. I love you all. What a great example of a loving family. Beautiful post, Annie. Thank you.
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